Monday, March 8, 2010, 4:44 AM
Mondae. 8 march 2010.
I broke up with Farhan already. Hmmms, bagos lar tuuu.
im single. hehe.Nvrmind.
Hah. Plenty guys out there.First after clas bonding, i and atkah sit
tempat biase lar. Dhen i nmpk nadia, shazleen and the gang...
i saw farhan walk dpan dorng dhen followed by nadia and shazleen blakang dorng.
Dhen they go dkat somewhere. duaan seyh. U imagine ur mtaer sendiri gy dgn pompan
laen, satu tempat...
Dhen i like was about to cry seyh...Farhan came towards miee. He ask, aper jadii? i
eply. Ntah. Mls nk layan seyh. dhen i cant take it seyh.
Dhen walk goo out of skool, farhan kejar dari blakang. H e told miee: knaper? i refused to
tell him. Dhen i ask him to just goo back to skool... Just go back to skool.
dhen he mcg miee dhis: i hate to see euu cry...i hate to leave euu....
coz i love euu... mie and nadiah has nothing goin on... euu got to believe mie gerl....
i wont do anyting to hurt euu as i love euu....
i also noe euu like somone else....but if the solution to make euu not to cry anymore
means i have to leave euu....
dhen im afraid dhat i will leave euu...even if it break my heart to do so....
but there a saying dhat ' sometimes love doesnt mean to posses.....
if euu dont understand....its means dhat sometimes when euu love someone euu
can love them by not being with them.....
As long as they are happie....im happie.
So just tell miee dhat euu like dhat person and i will break with euu okay ain....
No matter what i will always love euu ain...
Dhis is what he mcg... Dhen i eply. he mcg miee dhis:
i just got a feeling... btw seeing euu cry really break my heart into pieces....
now im stil finding the pieces of my heart dhat euubroke... so let miee not be frens with euu
for a while or never.... just tc....
He texted miee dhis...dhen our conversations stop around there....
And if he doesnt wants to be frens with miee i understand. I just hurt his feelings and he nid sometimes too cool down. Nvrmind. i understnd....
So everyone i just broken up with ammar farhan... u guys take note...
and farhan i just wanted to say:
Thanks for evertunk u had done for miee. I apprieciate it alot. Thanks for making miee happie
when im with euu.... I really like those memories euu gave mie.
Those daes gonna stuck in my mind forever. I treat euu as a big brother to miee.
I dont treat euu more like a boyfren. So once again i say sorrie. I dont mean too...
and i wished euu all the best. Get yourself a new gerl mayb dhat gerl is much more
better dhan miee... So farewell my fren... meet euu again in my next life, if we are destined too be together...